affirmations everywhere.

AH, finally! i get to work with lights again :)

i thought this was suppose to be an easy project.

man, last week has REALLY thrown me off for this week.

i feel like i shouldnt even go to school tomorrow. senioritis is hitttin me down hard.

i just pray that i play my cards right. lol, ptL no one knows my xanga.

part of me wants the clinic to be cancelled tomorrow and another part of me just cannot wait to go :3 meow.

hot dang, my kuya knows whatsup.

being real with myself… oh. 

i dont really like asking, but please keep me in your prayers :/ something just hit me, and please. a simple prayer would be helpful. 

the one thing i love about uil-one act play so far is how “family” based it is and how Goodman really emphasizes the idea on family (and of course, kicking/beating/hitting some major a) it just fills in the emptiness i feel whenever im at school, when i dont have my YFL fam around. because when i first joined til about my sophomore year, i felt really “alone” because i just couldnt find anyone at school who’d accept me. and because i only really felt that acceptance through the cfc-yfl ntx community, i’d just feel alone at school. no one i could really talk to. but then i found my blessings in disguise, theatre. seriously, my school home. ive never felt more accepted and free. and they really fill in that loneliness i feel in my heart. lol, sounds gay but its true! idk. i just love the family feel of everything in the theatre dept. from the theatre dept. itself, to the thespians and to each show i’ve been apart of. i’m growing way too attached to them and ah! :) haha. yeah. idk where i was going with this. but yeah, family has always been important to me and they’re like my 4th family, haha. definitely.

gg

if i do get a specific cast role, praise God.

if i don’t get a specific cast role, praise God.

if i do make this musical, praise God.

if i don’t make this musical, praise God.