words really cannot express how God overwhelmed my heart with joy! the weeks leading up to conference and conference itself was seriously “glory after glory after glory” - ate pam. from the royal family dance practices to the royal family winning dance at conference, the production team practices to having all these brosters saying how awesome we did up there, having that personal time with God to getting to worship our King with everyone across the nation, surrendering your heart and weakness to God then God being our strength. there were so many moments where i just wanted to say PRAISE GOD, PRAISE THE LORD, MAY GOD BE PRAISED! 

this weekend, i felt like i finally realized the meaning of worship. well, like it was brought to life i guess. in the past, i felt like as if i was worshiping my burdens to have it “hit me” and having Him help me out but in the end, it was never and never will be about me at all. our God is so merciful and amazing, He doesnt guilt trip you like that. He’ll take up what you offer and He’ll embrace it and make it glorious once again. He’s so loving <3

He truly provides! and when people told me that He knows your heart, He really does! ah, for me personally, He sent me these little messages and affirmations then that led to the moment i hoped and prayed for in my heart - if that makes sense. and it was even better than what i had expected it to be! He has much better plans for you than what you have for yourself. and sometimes, i really take it for granted :3 but now that we have Him in our friendship, maybe it’ll be better than what happened in the past and that we grow in Him, instead of one another. if that makes sense too. 

anyways, im so humbled that He called me to help out with conference and that even He brought me there! God constantly kept revealing Himself to me this past weekend, and not even that but throughout my whole life! and ah! i can’t wait to see what else He has in store for me! now that He’s really opened my eyes. i dont want my life to be a “God high and God low” situation, but a “God is continuously working through me and it brings Him glory after glory after glory” life. i surrender all that I am to know, love and serve Him more than what i have to offer.

and to all my brothers and sisters that recognized me this weekend, YOU GUYS ARE SO COOL in my book. haha -_- and im sorry i didnt know who some of you were >.< omg. i felt so bad! hahaha, but thanks for saying it was okay. lets have a tumblr worship session via tokbox or tinychat one day? :) hahah, God-willing!

anyways, til then - may God be praised, always ♥